One Week

We have almost made it to the One Week mark, and my thoughts go to The Barenaked Ladies and their song with the same name...

Its been one week since you looked at me
Cocked your head to the side and said Im angry.
Five days since you laughed at me
Saying get that together come back and see me.
Three days since the living room
I realized its all my fault, but couldn't tell you
Yesterday you'd forgiven me
But it'll still be two days till I say Im sorry

Hold it now and watch the hoodwink
As I make you stop, think
You'll think you're looking at aquaman
I summon fish to the dish, although I like the chalet swiss
I like the sushi cause its never touched a frying pan
Hot like wasabe when I bust rhymes
Big like leann rimes...

And that is where I stop.

I am big... bigger then leann rimes, bigger then I thought I was. I knew I gained weight, but when I scrambled this morning to try and find a pair of slacks to wear to church. The same pair that I wore last year at this time, would not get over my hummana hummana hips. I am not happy with me, not at all. I guess I need to think of the band's name, and take a good look at me, at how I look BARE and NAKED and then work on those parts that make me cringe.

NOW the problem, I am running out of time. My 40th birthday quickly approaches, and my goal is to lose enough weight to feel good about me in a summer dress when we go to Florida. Oh my, I just counted and speaking of 40, ...in 40 days we're flying to Florida. So 40 days & counting to be in a better smaller space.


Frankie G - where are you, I was really into this motivational blog, but am not getting motivated... so come out come out wherever you are! How are you doing, have you lost, if so, how much?! Let's keep it up - keep it off!

I was down 4 pounds, half way in my sacred heart, but I just stepped on the scale and am up 2 of those 4 pounds. up and down like a yo-yo am I. If it weren't raining out, I'd try to find my sneakers, and if Jim weren't hogging the tv, I'd do my Wii Fit, but he is, it is, and I am sick of my soup. Tomorrow, yes tomorrow I wake up early and turn my Wii back on, and week 2 I will incorporate exercise!